i hate this feeling. i was missing someone who doesn't care about me. when he asked why i call him, all i can tell is i was just boring.
to say boring, is just an excuse.. rather than to admit that i was missing him. better to hide it, even it feels like exploding. i remember my mom once said, "mula2 x cukup, lama2 tak habis.."
if i continue contacting him, i'm afraid it will be bothersome. n he will start to get away from me. n that will be frustrating.
i should slow down, keep quiet, n stay cool.
but how? in front of him, i pretend to be cold. but inside, i really hope he always be, good with me..